I proposed and you didn’t say yes
You are everything I never knew I wanted. I can not live without you.
“Don’t do that! Don’t be a hero. You’re my person. I need you alive. You make me brave…[…] …You are a gifted surgeon with an extraordinary mind. Don’t let what he wants eclipse what you need. He’s very dreamy, but he is not the sun. You are.”
Doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that’s the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.